I cant imagine how so many people wasted the most valuable gift anyone could give to their real partners in life. When i say real partners, its the bond created spiritually through marriage-the ultimate bond-bond declared not only on earth but in heaven. Believe me its acknowledge here and in heaven..
I have been erroneously attached to a friend lately and what hurts me most is not that i felt rejected for trying to work things out with her, but hearing from a friend that she lost herself. Mehn! I wish i had every power to turn back time. Its not because i regretted not being the first but the idea that she gave it all up that easily.
I am blaming the world for this. It hurts to hear friends being used up. It is not because of love that someone just gave herself/himself up but it is what the world taught him/her to understand. It is not how they really feel, but it is what they see and what they thought was right to do. We end up being confused to what is really right.
Fuck that media! They made a mess out of so many lives already. The media taught us that to love is to fuck up! Media taught us to lie and waste ourselves, it has taught us to become evil when we were really not.
Honestly, i have been engaged to so many situations that i could have used up anyone but Mehn! i loved my friends so much that i cant afford to steal away the best gift they could have given to their future spouses. Mehn! The world is sick, and i am sick of it.
I wish they had the same thought as mine. I wish they loved themselves rightfully, i wish i had the chance to change her mind about it before it happened. I wish it never happened.
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