hays..

well its almost 4am, feeling lonely in a big world. i know i made a lot of mistakes in life and i may say it feels bad to not only realize that youve made a mistake the past month but also to realize that i have been doing a lot of mistakes my entire life. i want to change my self and make good on what life has in stake for me right now. i am already 23 and im feeling my life is coming to waste. to think im 23 and i havent finished college yet and have not accomplished anything real yet in my whole life. i didnt really had a real girlfriend. shit! haha..

the reason i am awake right now is that i really so lonely on the inside that i wanted to talk to some real people. but i dont think i can find someone real to talk to tonight. i feel like im in a deep shit and doomed. after all the mishaps that happened. it doesnt make me sleep for over 3 nights now. i wonder what happens on monday when i talk to this selfish kind of people crap. hays..

i have work on monday and i might probably prepare myself for this. its a sales account so i really need to step up on my performance. i will doing sales, i have no idea yet on how hard this account will be going, but definitely it needs a lot of work out to prepare myself for it.

i miss a lot of people right now. i miss her, miss him, and miss them.. oh well thats life.. sometimes we need to be alone to think for a lot of things that needs to be thought about. the thing is there is some things that id rather not think about, like what the horrific news last week when i talked with that Gahol. selfish crap.. they didnt even bother to find my number.

oh well.. God will make a way though. I wish God would still be on my side even if i failed him a lot of times.. hopeless wish.. but GOd makes miracles though. hays..

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earning through adsense

haha. i never thought earning through adsense is quite exciting. My personal blog doesnt really get good enough traffice for someone to click my ads. BUt anyways it has been 3 days since we started earning through my adsense. hehe. Now i have accumulated $4.59 already. I think this is quite cool, to think it has only been 3 days yet. Yeah!

I guess i need to optimize the site to earn fast through the internet.
try this link. www.workfromhomephilippines.com

just attended the bloggers meeting.

Its 1:27 am here. Just got back from the bloggers meeting at Grand Regal Hotel at Sasa, Davao City. It is actualy my second time to be there at that same event. The first time was at the same venue but only the bloggers who attended are more of the higher profile pipz. I noticed that there are more new faces than those of those who attended last year.
I dont know why but i have this strong feeling that this event may not be done again next year. I am not really hoping for that to happen as I just do feel some strange gestures from the organizers of this event.
The whole event was enjoyable though, despite of the losses that we have experienced in the games at the casino. We met new people, especially Aiza. The beer is good and cold. The wine just like last year ran out just before the last speaker uttered his last words.
But anyways, thanks to pagcor for the freebies and the coupons, and the nice looking receptionists. Thanks to Ms. Janet Toral for the idea of promoting ecommerce in the Philippines.

was entitled do what you gotta do

i dont know much about mudvayne. recently i learned that ryan, the bassist is newest band member of mudvayne. he replaced the former bassist who started with everyone else with the band. i also just learned that there is a new album released just this year. the song was entitled do what you gotta do.

severed mudvayne

men. dis by far the best ive ever heard today. it kills the loneliness off me.. haha.. severed by mudvayne..

muDVAYNE

havent heard much of mudvayne now, but just let me say a few things why i say mudvayne rules!!! hehe.
first reason is that they are to me the best band ever.. chad has a good voice, even after the throat disease incurred, ryan is simply cool.. noone ever slaps the bass like he does. i forgot the guitarist name and the drummer, hehe. but the drummer is really cool knowing that he uses double bass pedal.. the guitar lines are cool because they are somewhat sound like not of the common nu metal rock bands.

mudvayne rules!!!

by the way ill be posting some mudvayne videos into this blog.. and check if this blog's traffic increases.. hehe..